Shery's Life Journey

Change

2011-10-11T13:09:00.002-04:00

Well once again there has been so many changes in my life that i do not even know where to begin on here.

First off i have moved down to my moms house, helping her out with bills and such. Things have been going pretty good. The boys love it here and have endured the most changes for such young ages, but they are doing awesome!!!

I transferred down here with Walmart so i still have a job. I still like my job, but it tends to get a little frustrating here. I had a set schedule up in Ocala which i loved, i was home no later than 4pm and had Sundays and Mondays off. Yeah i don't have that here and they have me working all sorts of off the wall hours. Hopefully that will change soon, but i am not going to hold my breath :-/

I have cancelled my World of Warcraft account!! I just have not been in the mood to play since i have moved here. I guess it was time for a break, i have been playing that game for a long time!!!

Oh well til next time :-)

First Day of School

2011-08-23T18:26:00.002-04:00

Well today was Alex's first day of Kindergarten and his first time ever riding the school bus!! He seemed to of had a great day and he had a blast riding the bus!! He is a lil cranky tonight but that was to be expected lol. He is also very upset that he does not have school tomorrow because of the stagger start they do with the kindergarten kids. I just hope that he has a great year and a smooth transition when we move :)

Anxious

2011-08-19T21:11:00.002-04:00

I am starting to get anxious about starting this new job. I can not wait for Sunday to come around so i can get this physical assessment test done and over with and get started with this job!!! I just so want the financial freedom that it will bring and the drama free life the move will bring all together.

When i sat down to figure out the budget with my new job i was just astounded at the amount of money i had left over after ALL the bills were paid every month!!! So my new goals will be to give all 3 of my children an awesome Christmas and then sometime after the first of the year i am going to attempt to buy a brand new car (something i have never been able to do for myself!)

Hopefully things will go as i want them and i will be able to move the 1st week of September and starting my new job by the 2nd week of September.

For the first time in a long time things are going great!!!

Been a While

2011-08-18T23:19:00.002-04:00

Hmmm, playing on google plus and i run across this link on my page...oh yeah i remember this blog. I also have one on another site. I haven't been big on blogging at all in my life, but maybe i should be. Yeah i always say that lol. I know a lot of big changes are coming up in my life so maybe blogging will be good for me at this time. I guess now the decision lies at, which one am i going to use??? This one is pretty handy as it is linked to my profile..so maybe i will come back here. I don't need anything fancy. Ok shrugging my shoulders now... we will see how this goes once again.

Terrible 2's Strike Again

2010-06-01T19:08:00.002-04:00

Yes, my lil Jayden who turned 2 in January has finally hit that nasty nasty terrible 2 stage. God forbid we get told NO, it is the end of the world!! It is kinda funny to watch him run off but the screech, oh my god the screech is ear piercing lol. I can tell you without a doubt that the boy has a GREAT set of lungs. It is so bad that Alex actually covers his ears and tells his brother SHHHH, that is even funnier to watch. Oh how i can't wait for this stage to be over and have my lil Jay Jay back. This is the reason i am done, no more every 2 hour feedings, overnight teething sessions and the all dreaded terrible 2's.

Smile

2010-05-30T23:59:00.004-04:00

So i look at my blog a few minutes ago, not in a bad mood just kind of here. And i look at my Fairy Quotes (yes i love Fairy's and Angels) and it just made me smile. Yeah life can be real shitty at times and thats just the way it is, but the overall outcome of any situation is always in our hands (whether we realize it or not). In other words, i am very grateful for what i do have in life and as shitty as it has been lately i have no regrets and would not change a thing. Otherwise i would not have what i have and i would not be who i am today.

Well the picture keeps changing i obviously didn't save it right (yes blonde moment) So the Quote it said that i originally looked at was: LIFE ITSELF IS A WONDERFUL FAIRYTALE

The World of Online Gaming

2010-05-26T22:32:00.002-04:00

Yes i am one of those people. Yes i like to play online games, am i a bad person for it..no don't think so. World of Warcraft is my addiction, i use to be horrible, i would play from the time i woke up til the time i went to bed. It was crazy!! Don't get me wrong i did things around the house and with my kids cooked dinner etc.. but i was still addicted to the game. Since the recent changes in my life i don't play as much as i use to, i really only play at night after the kids go to bed, that is my me time, my time to escape everything.

For me WoW is more of a social outlet. I have met MANY people playing this game. Some i can't stand and some have become very great friends. It sometimes amazes me the relationships the you can develop just by a simple game. Some people i have actually met in real life and some i just talk to everyday, it doesn't matter if we are in game or not. A few have helped me more than i can ever thank them for (love you Ben). That is why when i hear people put down the online gaming communities it really pisses me off. The game only becomes what you yourself let it become, if it becomes too much then i would have to say you have other issues in your life. For instance i was watching the news the other day (yes i occasionally watch that lol) and here in Fl a teacher was being arrested for sending a student naked pics of her, you know where she met the kid...it was in WoW. So some people started blaming the game which in my opinion is BS.

Oh well i am not going to get more into that cause i could go on all night, many people debate the issue and i am just not in the mood to go there lol. The point is i love the game and i love the people that i have met through the game that have become a big part of my life :-)

My Boys

2010-05-25T23:42:00.003-04:00

I love my boys so much, they are my world. Honestly i do not know how i would of made it through everything without them. They have truly kept me going, i know that i can't give up because i am the one and only person they can depend on consistently. And when i say only person i really mean that, there dad's words to me before the boys and i left for Fl were and i quote... "I will gladly give up my own children for my own happiness"... I will never in my life forgive him for saying those words nor will i ever let the boys know that was said. I am sure as they get older they will figure out who there father is and they can form there own opinion of him. That is one thing i will never do in front of or in hearing range of any of my children (my daughter included) is put down there fathers. It has been done to me and i have also seen what it does to other children and parents and it isn't pretty.

On the other hand i wonder what they are thinking about everything that has happened in the past few months. I know all the change isn't easy on them either.. but still i wonder what goes through there minds at this age (2-3).

I know that they are happy here though, i have not had any behavior issues since i have been here, granted it has only been a couple weeks. But they love Erika and she absolutely adores them. They don't even fuss all that much when i leave to go to work, they give me kisses and watch out the window when i leave and when i get home they always come running to me with hugs and kisses. I was really worried about there reactions to me working after me being home with them for the past almost 4 years, but they are doing great!! They are such good boys (well most of the time anyways after all boys will be boys lol)

A Little Background

2010-05-25T10:58:00.002-04:00

OK, i am not going to go into my whole life story because that would take forever. I will give you a little recent background information. I was married for 7 years and that is when i had my daughter Hailey. We got divorced in 04 and my daughter currently lives with her dad and step mom here in Fl. Then i met my boys dad and moved to Ga to be with him. We were together for 5 years and have 2 beautiful little boys together Alexzander and Jayden. After 5 years together Andy decided that i wasn't right for him anymore i guess and found someone younger (schmuck i know). So i moved back to Fl from Ga at first i was staying with my mom and things did not work out there so i moved in with a great friend LeaAnn (i don't know what i would of done without her love ya girl). Now i just moved to Ocala into our own apartment, LeaAnn's mother in law lives with me to help out with the boys and stuff. I am currently looking for a job, just found out a few minutes ago that Macy's wants a 2nd interview with me so i scheduled that for Friday the 28th. I am waiting to hear back from AT&T which is the job i am really hoping for, but in the meantime i am working part time with some friends who own an inventory company.

There is so much more in between all that but like i said if i started typing it all i would be here forever!! I am going to try and keep up with this blog this time around, i seem to be real lousy at it though lol. But this is a good place to vent and if you don't want to read all my bitching then guess what....you don't have to.

Lets try this again

2010-05-25T01:40:00.002-04:00

OK, i really should be sleeping as it is almost 2am and i just found out i have to work in the morning, but i just wanted to get something typed to see what it looked like before i went to sleep. Yeah i know i am crazy but oh well. Obviously i am going to try my hand at this whole blogging thing AGAIN, maybe i will stick to it this time. Well off to bed i go, i will post something tomorrow.